Struggling:

A sudden sadness has recently started to weigh heavily on my heart. I realize I am not perfect, and I have done some things I am not proud of. I ask myself though, is that not part of growing up?

Of course it is about growing up, learning who you are and learning to appreciate what/who is in your life. I have hurt people by a simple word, hurt myself by a simple act, and confused people by a certain look. It has never been my intention to hurt anyone. There are so many things that get misinterpreted. And this is where it leaves me......it does not matter if something was said 1 month ago or 5 years ago. This sadness that has fallen upon me is a reflection of many things. I can only push forward and chose to love. I chose love. I give thanks to many people and an apology to others.

I want to make peace.