Honors

I will graduate from college with honors on December 17. Time is quickly passing.

Struggling:

A sudden sadness has recently started to weigh heavily on my heart. I realize I am not perfect, and I have done some things I am not proud of. I ask myself though, is that not part of growing up?

Of course it is about growing up, learning who you are and learning to appreciate what/who is in your life. I have hurt people by a simple word, hurt myself by a simple act, and confused people by a certain look. It has never been my intention to hurt anyone. There are so many things that get misinterpreted. And this is where it leaves me......it does not matter if something was said 1 month ago or 5 years ago. This sadness that has fallen upon me is a reflection of many things. I can only push forward and chose to love. I chose love. I give thanks to many people and an apology to others.

I want to make peace.

The 3 P's"

Passion. Persistence. Patience.

As an actress, the 3P's are incredibly important.

Acceptance

Somebody once said to me "ones greatest success is being themselves". I wholeheartedly believe this. Acceptance is also another personal victory. The more you focus on God, the more fully you can enjoy life. Glorify Him and proclaim His presence to the watching world. Accept yourself in your weariness, know that you are beautiful and deeply loved by an extraordinary creator! Always be true to yourself and accept who you are and who you are meant to be.

I never mean any harm, I just want to love.

Scrapbooking

It is almost time to develop pictures from another trip that I took while I was in Europe. Every time I pick up the prints, it makes me want to start scrapbooking again. Not only do I want to start scrapbooking with pictures from my trip, it makes me want to begin putting a collage together with wall decor and furniture that I would love to have in my house one day.

I saw a revolving bookshelf today at pottery barn! I want it so bad. No reason for it right now but one day......... :)

Long live the nights:

Lets laugh until we cry and have the time of our lives.

X Factor

I had the opportunity to be apart of the audience for X Factor. I found it very exciting because I will be on TV and I am considered an "extra". How exciting for someone who is building a resume. Simon Cowell is still my absolutely favorite. He has some of the wittiest/hilarious one liners.